Missing You Qoutes

I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; for those were some of the best times of my life .

”I don't write to tell you that I love you, nor to ask you for explanations that now are not on time. I just write you to express my feelings in this short paragraph. I want to tell you that I really loved you as I demonstrated you. I don't know what happened. But It is too late. I hope you can find your love. Good Bye my dear love

 

I tried to convince myself I didn't want you anymore.
I just can't let go.
I don't want to see you move on, but I'm not doing much about it either.
You're two different people and I wish it would stop, because I'm living to die and dieing to live, but it doesnt mean a thing to me, until I have you. I felt so good when I was with you, you made me feel like the world; to hear i was your favorite and the best you ever had. You were not ashamed and would hold my hand anywhere. We'd talk on the phone for hours, and everytime we kissed it felt like i was dreaming. Love felt like heaven when I was with you; and now that you're gone im hurting like hell. I miss you so much, and I wish you were here, but I made the wrong choice and its too late, too many mistakes had been made and i lost you, forever -- but you didnt loose my love because i loved you ever since the day i met you. and ill never forget you, because to me, you are the WORLD
 

When you have come to realize that you miss me.....i wont be missing you.

 

I don't know if i miss YOU or if i just miss the feeling of knowing someone loves me as much or possibly more than i love them. and having the feeling when the one i love defends me and is always there for me when i need them... i dont think you realize how much i miss being able to just go to you, being able to tell you anything and you actually understanding or trying to as much as you can.. i miss that little feeling i got when i was with you!!

I miss u when the sun goes down, I miss u txtin me when I'm tryin to sleep, I miss u goin to my wrk, I miss u touching me an makin me smile! I miss u so much it hurts an everyday my heart breaks all over again cause I know u are with her! Yet I still miss you...

 

Before I met you I had no clue what love was all I cared about was myself. Then we found each other and I truly found out what love was. Food lost its flavor, the whole world became hazy to where I don't even remember much of what happened. The only thing that mattered was you and being able to put my arms around you. We didn't even need to say anything, just stand next to each other and share our body heat. My true weakness was in her smile. Her face made me realize that everything was ok in the world and I honestly thought that this had to be heaven. Then when she left me it was honestly the worst feeling in the world. I felt like dieing, no, worse, I felt like dieing 1000000 times or ripping my heart out of my chest hoping and praying that if I did that I wouldn't hurt so much. Loosing a lover is the worst feeling in the world and it does the worst things to you. Ever since then I have never really expressed my self fully in fear that I would feel that kind of pain again

 

Everyday i wake up knowing that ur not right next to me in bed-everyday i hope for u to come back-everyday i think about the time we first kissed-the times we spent together-staying up at-wondering wat ur doing-waiting for ur calls-still love growing for u-thinking of the day when u went away-thinking of you every second-just missing you everyday.

 

Everyday i think of you.
Everyday you cross my mind.
Everyday i see something that reminds me of you.
Everyday im missing you.
Everyday i wish you were mine.
Everyday i wonder what could of been.
Everyday i think of why you did this.
& everyday im getting stronger.
Everyday im moving on.
But everyday ill always miss you.

 

missing someone isn't about how long is been since you've seen each other or the amount to time since you've talked. Its about that very moment when your doing something and you wish they were right there with you every time

 

Honestly, I dont even know wat really happened. When i think abt it, all i remember is that i tried and i tried really hard. But u din seem happy anymore no matter how hard i tried. So i called it quits. All i have ever wanted is ur mesmerizing smile lighting up my life. And i was just not able to feel that. Sorry, if ever i have hurt you. But the only thing that i wish for now is ur happiness. If ever you realize that ur happiness is with me then ur always welcome. I am and i will always be here for u. But even if u happen to find it somewhere else, rest assured I'll be the happiest for u. Love you.

My Special Day

My Special Day.....

I have given myself permission ,
to make this my special day,
I will take my easel and my paints,
and go outside to play.

Of course, all of you who know me,
know those are my favorite toys,
So, I'll go under a mossy tree,
to distance myself from any noise.

I'll just listen quietly,
to the birds singing up above,
They seem to be chanting their songs,
of Mother Nature's love.

The tree will give me enough shade,
to keep me nice and cool,
and enough sunlight like in the days
of preparatory school!

The art teacher would always say,
"Just stand up there and paint,
Let if flow right through your body,
knowing no restraint."

" Let your brushes guide you,
and your inhibitions, just let go,
then before you realize,
a masterpiece will grow."

So her words I always hear ,
whenever I detect,
A painting blooming in front of me,
I give her my utmost respect.

Well those birds are flying high,
almost on a mission,
to deliver happiness,
to all who give permission.

These trees that are surrounding me,
are inspiring me to paint,
So if you will excuse me now ,
I'll allow myself 'no restraint.'

My Special Moments Diva Wine Glass

My Special Moments Diva Wine Glass by Momo Panache is a beautiful edition to there classy collection. Each glass is mouth blown, hand cut and hand painted. So each glass is an original. A colorful Diva wine charm comes with each glass. It is elegantly boxed with a lovely color coordinated bow on top.

Special Moments Photography

Once your friends and family realize you know how to use a camera, they often give you an "opportunity" to document their special moments.  The opportunity may not be one you desire, but even when it isn't, it lends you--as a photographer--a chance to use your skills to share something important.  Recently, we had just such a special moment in my family--one that was an unusual experience for Americans.

My mother came from a very small village in Southern Germany.  Many of our cousins still live in the area.  We don't see them as often as we would like,  so when the first of my younger cousins announced his upcoming marriage, my sister and I were delighted and decided to attend.  Imagine my excitement at having a chance to photograph a Bavarian country wedding!  Understanding different cultures and ceremonies and capturing your experience through photography is thrilling and enriching.

 In Germany, as in many other places, there are actually two wedding ceremonies. The church service we were to attend was to be the second wedding ceremony for the happy couple.  About a week earlier, they had been officially married in a civil service.

The day of the church wedding started about ten o'clock in the morning for the guests.  For the bride, groom, and the immediate families, it began much earlier with formal wedding photographs.  When my sister and I arrived at the home of the bride's parents, the wedding soup was being served.  The wedding soup is a clear, delicious broth with small, white, sausage meatballs.   Pretzels (the big bread ones) are also served with more white sausages and Champagne.  (Traditionally in this section of Germany, white sausage is served only before noon.) This was a time for all of the guests and family to gather together to share the joy and anticipation of the day.  

After about an hour, the group--including the bride and groom--assembled in the street to follow a brass band to the church.  (A band isn't a normal part of the ceremony, but since the groom had been a member of the band for a number of years, playing was their way of honoring him.)  As we entered the church, we were amazed at the beauty and artwork within. Members of the family had created decorations especially for the wedding celebration.  Almost six hundred roses had been used in the various arrangements.

At the end of the religious ceremony, the newlyweds left the church to be greeted by children who were former students of  the bride.  The children sang a song and then formed an arch with more roses that were eventually presented to the bride and groom.  While guests greeted the couple and their families in the official receiving line, the brass band played again. At last, the entire wedding party of over two hundred people adjourned to a wedding hall that had been hired for the evening.

The happy couple greeted their guests, thanked their families, and invited everyone to share cake and coffee.  The cakes in this part of Germany are magnificent--beautiful, tasty, and offered in amazing variety.  Once everyone had enjoyed sampling the wedding cake or one of the other confections, the guests went for a walk in the park. It appeared that everyone had a camera, and all the cameras were in continuous use.

Following dinner in the same hall, the band began to play waltzes and polkas--as well as more modern dance pieces.   The party lasted until almost two o'clock in the morning when the band played a march and the guests formed an arch to frame the couple as they left.

As one of the guests, I wasn't responsible for the official wedding photography.  However, as a part of the groom's family and a professional photographer, I was encouraged to shoot all  I wished.  One  professional still photographer and one videographer labored diligently on the official photography from the earliest part of the day to the very end--without assistants!   I've always admired wedding photographers, because they work so hard.  They assume responsibility for recording of some of the most precious moments a couple have.  Theirs is a big burden, and they have to dispatch it with great energy and creativity.  

This is my special moment, don't question me or disagree.I know that I have earned this, damn it I deserve this, do not fuck with me- it's my special time. And I'll seized this opportunity and show them what it means to me to be king shit just for a minute then just disappear. And with passion and/or talent, self righteously and gallantly, I'll step away and everyone will know it, this is my special moment.My shifty life has lead me to this perfect minute.Remember hoe I did this, taking care of business for once.. they'll see me get right. Kicking screaming, fighting for my life. I have decided it is time.Oh God! I'm doing it for real, I'm really doing it, reaching for the skies and gouging out the eyes of anyone who dares to interfere. Conquering the fear, and showing them the time is mine.